juz being stupid

yah...my old blog seems to have a major technical fault...so i blog here lah...hope can get posted...life sucks as usual...tt day was the best liao...saw this huge pile of blue mats(the gym use tt one)...then was trying to see if can climb up...didnt reali plan to sit up there...but being the stupid me...i sat up there...and becuz of my stupidness..i cant get down...in the end have to use the parapet as a stepping stone to get down...nearly scared the hell outta me...geez...actuali kinda funi when i look back on it...quite gulity lah...broke my promise to my god-bro...last saturday was the third liao...sorry sorry...but jus cant help it lah...nobody was there to stop me anyway...it was placed infront of me...and it was said to be gd...so...forgive me...i was told it wasnt wrong...so...watever...cant believe i did such a stupid thing as to cry in sch today...so "throw face"...reali didnt wan ppl to see me like tt de...but cant help it oso...duno wat's wrong with me lately lah...must be that internal struggle thingy lah...thanks to those who came to ask abt me...thanks for ur concern...i reali appreciated it...dun worry...i will be fine de...