i stoned half a day away on the day i got my O level results...honestly speaking...i am not very happy about it...and till now..i am still sore about it...shud have spent less time watching cartoons...gave stupid excuses to not study...however the oni reason i could not get my desired result was the crappy score i got for eng...haiz...who to blame but me and me alone?at least i could still stay in my JC with my current combi too...i hope most of my new friends stay with us as well...i will miss everyone of them if any left...if anyone is you are reading this...keep in contact k?dun forget me...i noe it is hard...i am not a person that many rmr most of the time...but do try...i will appreciate the effort...stress...you are the worst thing that ever happened to me...you crippled me and taut me...and i know there is no way i could ever get away from you...for you reside inside of me...eating away every little hope...i hate you...i despise you...but i need you all the same...