i had the urge to write sth here lah...but everytime i actuali took the time to visit this site...i got this mental block and duno wat i wana write anymore...maybe it is cause nobody ever sees it bah...so no point actuali writing here lorh...haiz...okay...this time i am gona make an effort and actuali write sth lah...let's see...been on sugar low lately...in other words...kinda low and depressed...i hope i get help soon...or i will get more and more imbalanced de...exam period now...i know i shud study and all lah...but...jus cant...never been a gd student anyway...results are always average no matter wat i do...i think it is my standard bah...yah...must be...deprived of msnmsgr now...suffering from the withdrawal symptoms now...weird lah... i know... i mean msnmsgr dun cause addiction of any sort right??nvm lah...i have always been the weird one...got used to it liao...whether i like it or not...doesnt matter anymore...have learnt tt no matter how hard u try and how much u wana believe tt u can change ur life...it jus nvr happens...it moulds u to fit it...ur role in life has been decided way before u even set foot in this world...and the creator will not change ur role...for it spoils the plan he/she has created long ago...so long...nobody even knows when...so why are we still playing the game??duno...maybe i will find out after i die or sth...