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got accused of not wearing school socks today...okay...i did not wear it...not that i do not want to...it is just that i can't...well...went through alot of trouble to get myself outta trouble...so now...i am free of trouble...yah...i think this school has funny regulations...i mean...does wat socks u wear affect the way we study? i mean...harlow...........socks are just socks...not like it is anything big...as long as it looks decent okay liao wat...moreover...they keep changing the designs and expect to us to buy and buy again...we very rich isit??alot of parents are starting to wonder why the school kept asking for money liao...now they even wana control the books we read...they want us to...i mean...order us to buy books from the book fair they "specially" provided for us...they claim that with the 15 bucks u spend on a book...u can exchange with ur classmates and read a total of 40 books by the end of the year...smart plan....NOT...i mean...if u get the same title as ur fren??or that there are people out there who do not like lending things to others...this watever reading programme thingy will never work lah...we are all just wasting money lorh...we dun print money k? neither do we grow them...

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i noe i noe...very long since i updated...but i didnt think anyone would give a damn to read my blog lah...so i didnt update...but today...i had the right mood and the spare time..so wat the heck lah...life's been pretty rocky lately lah...with the sec4 things and my depression coming back...sometimes i really duno how to handle so much things at one go...i guess starting of the year has to be like that...maybe it will be less stressful as time goes by...trying to get my old life back...the depression is kinda like the tsunami thingy...it is only here for a very short period of time and it had totally brought my life to pieces...nothing was in shape and i had to reshape my whole entire life...from scratch...attitudes...principles...beliefs...everything...really really hard and all...but no complains lah...all my fault oso mah...who to blame??just that things just dun go my way and it makes it all the more difficult to fit back in...not that i dun wan to to fit in...i just cant...i seem too different...i think my set of thinking scares people...haha...wat can i say??i am a weird person...well...gotta end here...dun wana lose slp anymore...havnt been eating properly liao...cant lose slp as well...dun wana be zombie..